Procrastination....:(

So I finally went to Michaels to get supplies(shoulda gone to the hardware store instead) and realized they kinda suck. I did get boards to use for my 3 paintings, but I feel the need to use plexiglass for these projects (for the diagrams!) and I've been looking at 3 blank, black boards for 2 days wondering where to begin. Procrastination will be the death of me!! I need motivation and time to start; getting started is the hardest part of beginning a work. I have a great visual in my head for the finished product, but my problem always lies in the construction and the fact that my work always looks like shit until I put the very last mark on it and assemble it. I usually end up scrapping work if it doesn't look good at the halfway point...I scrapped this Madonna (the singer, not the Lady) that Mike still says was going to be one of my best works ever and I still think about it. I toss work before it's had it's say in life. so sad.